I cant stand this anymore, whats my purpose here , what are we living for.
All these drugs, driving me insane, i can’t stand this, all of the pain .
She said she loves me, i know she does, but she cant be with me, she says because.
Weve had our good times, weve had our bad. Mostly happy but now were sad.
Its time to let go, we must move on. We fought the battle, but the battle won.
But i sill miss her, i feel so cold. I need her with me, someone to hold.
Someone to hug, someone to kiss, someone to call, just to say i miss.
And all i wish, is that your happy. Have someone new to hold n be madly.
Madly in love, n stay together. To have to hold, to love forever.
You were my first love, but now thats past. The memories me n u had will always last.
Cant say i hate you, cause you were right. I try to sleep but still think of you at night.
U changed me, to the man i am. All along, that was your plan.
I guess what im saying is, thanks for your patince. U were the most kind, showed me my placment.
Were i belong, who i am. Thought i was strong, but you showed me i was just a man.
For that i love u, and always will. If happiness like ours only came in a pill.
Id overdose, take 27. The feeling of being with you ,is beyond heaven.
I was a jerk, and i admit it. Ive changed my ways, no more feelings will be hidden.
And im glad, i was finally forgiven. Its like a second chance i have been given.
And Now we’re friends, once again. Just the way we started back when.
My love for you ,was undeniable, the beauty the brains , your so desirable.
N yes ill miss you, no way i wouldn’t. To forget a dream like you, i just couldnt .
I love you….
-by me